235 days until my fiancé and I “tie the knot.”
That’s 33 weeks and 4 days, or about 8 months— incase you were wondering (I have become really good at counting backwards since getting engaged).
Fun Fact: Patience is very difficult for me.
Shortly after my fiancé and I became engaged four months ago, people started asking me when the Big Day was going to be. My reply has been met with varying reactions…
There was the, “Wow, that’s quick!” reaction. There has also been the, “Oh, why are you waiting so long?” reaction. And I’ve also had several of the, “Oh that’s a perfect amount of time to plan a wedding,” reactions.
To be perfectly honest though, my feelings (and those of my fiancé) often are much more in line with the second reaction. It feels incredible to know and be planning for getting married, but at the same time, 8 months can feel like an awfully long time away from now. We got engaged for a reason—we want to be married! So what’s the deal with all the waiting??
While yes, it does take a lot of preparation, time, and of course a good chunk of money to plan a wedding, we didn’t necessarily choose a 1-year-engagement because we were trying to ensure the perfectly planned and executed party. We chose a date that made sense for a number of reasons and we started planning.
In other words: the date is on the calendar; the church and reception sites are booked with actual money; thus, we are stuck with December 22nd.
Realizing that fact is actually very liberating (once I convince myself that whining won’t help the date come any sooner and reflect on the fact that God probably had us pick this date for a reason). There is nothing I can do to make my wedding come sooner. It’s not sad; it’s just the way it is. Just like there may be nothing you can do right now to make summer break come any sooner. Or just like there may be nothing you can do right now to know with absolute certainty what God is calling you to do next year. As Christians, we just have to live in this moment with our eyes fixed on God; and trust that everything else will fall into place.
So as for me, all I can do is live within God’s love and trust in the fact that He intends to use every last one of these 235 days to prepare Tyler and me for the sacrament of marriage. And I guess that is pretty neat.